A time of confusion

      This is the title that I want to name it, only in reality is really a time of searching, and writing, and maturing, a time of thanksgiving, a time to look for the signs, a time of renewal, a time to be my higher self, a time to let go of the past, a time to forget the person that I thought I was, and ask God so kindly to reveal to me who id the beautiful creature He created, and what is my purpose.

    I recognize now the difference between being tired of walking with my own feet, and let God show me which path to take, only, the struggle between my human part and my spiritual part are in a daily battle that I feel really exhausted these days, and of that too I am aware now.

It has been an amazing journey this new achieved spiritual life that I am trying to keep up and understand at the same time, I watch from the outside sometimes, and other times, from the inside just to see where exactly this new life is taking me to, just because I am not taking this journey just by myself, my kids are always with me, and they are watching, learning, looking for Jesus in me.

The Jesus in, the God in my that feels so much better than any other me I have lived before.

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