EMBRACE MY WEAKNESS.

     I'm always concern on the things that make me weak. I discovered that one of them is loving to much, I keep asking my self right at that moment when I lay down on my pillow if I gave enough love today to my children?

     Did my actions reflect what my heart has for them? If someone ask them how does your mom loves you, would they answer what I expected to say, like: "She hugs us to much, and she cooks good food"

I really think that they are going to answer something like: "She's always stressed" "But I know she loves us"

Was that for me, one more check mark to please my never satisfied soul?

Or was it really to glorify The Lord?

I believe it's a Mom thing to master the idea of "Balancing the Woman, the Mom, the wife, the friend, the social media expert, the perfect daughter"

   I just want to contrast all that "daily doing & overthinking" with some really listening to my beautiful soul, some more meditation and not to force myself to satisfy all the different relationships and chores in my everyday life, and just focus on being the perfect daughter for God.


                                                       ~ Cynthia Of the Light


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