Dinner Time.

 I don't know if this happens to you so often, but it is almost time for me to start making dinner when of course I have the best ideas to start writing something, my kids are talking online with their friends while playing their video games, so the environment is full of voices, I thought, maybe is the voices the ones that help me get the character's voices that I need to create for my book that I haven't write, and then I remember that I need to go back and finally start writing something, I know I have something good to write like everybody does, and so my mind wonders so much, and I go into that annoying every day while I shower, while I drive, while I cook, while I sleep "how should I name my book in the first place?"

     Like that is going to solve anything, like that would give the rest of the pages of my book. It is frustrating how focus I am with the glorious title, I think I have seen so many, I have red so many of them, I seen them in the news, in social media, in book clubs, in my bookshelves everyday! so that's all I think: the stupid Title!

    So that was good then, exactly when I was in the middle of trying so many "I'm going to be rich with this Title", the idea of what and to who I'm going to write to: TANYA.

    That's it for now, the emotion of knowing that I'm going to be daily writing to my dead twin sister, gave my the light that I so long wanted, because I want to say so many things about her life, and just to imagine that she is in front of me listening to the words of this book that I'm dedicating to her, gives me the why and the passion that I need.